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Please allow me to get comfortably lost in the absolute nonsense that life really is and finish my job as a partially failed father.
It is intended as an explanation of my knowledge and what I think I am, especially disappointing to myself from my limited intelligence and knowledge, especially after only partially understanding my beloved great thinkers. Never have I been able to transcend the mediocrity of a frugal consumer and thus help make this planet uninhabitable during your lifetime. Hop Greta and especially genius Humanity Servant Scientific Deep Thinkers and turn the tide.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EgGVDlVSpFI

Never give all the Heart by WILLIAM BUTLER YEATS

Never give all the heart, for love

Will hardly seem worth thinking of

To passionate women if it seem

Certain, and they never dream

That it fades out from kiss to kiss;

For everything that’s lovely is

But a brief, dreamy, kind delight.

O never give the heart outright,

For they, for all smooth lips can say,

Have given their hearts up to the play.

And who could play it well enough

If deaf and dumb and blind with love?

He that made this knows all the cost,

For he gave all his heart and lost.

I overcame my disappointment and fear by putting things into perspective. For example, being six years old and thinking someone is under my bed and trying to harm me, then hang my arm out of bed, challenge fate and see if I get caught. Relatively thinking that I am so unimportant, insignificant, that I could not possibly be interesting to evil.
Fear of what is not, fear as a copy of others, for which putting things into perspective then became the answer for me without knowing that word to put things into perspective.
Later I learned that fear is actually not knowing, and only in your head are words for what you think you understand, while there are so many other words as translation for what you see or experience, the inclinations and urges of the human being. Mental anguish and pain that even physical pain can be developed without much effort.
Mental pain of sadness, disappointment and other human tendencies such as hatred, anger, envy, pity, jealousy, etc. These can disappear through an understanding of cause and meaning as being the explanation of human nature and being.

In chapter III. Origin and nature of the affections of his book Ethics Spinoza writes very enlighteningly about all human inclinations. The book is unfortunately difficult to read because he wants to prove everything and in those years God was not allowed to fall away so as not to end up in the dungeon or on the gallows, he cleverly writes that God and Nature are the same.
Relative as personal constitution; according to many, humanity is an absolute evolutionary failure; for humanity and certainly also for this planet. Scientifically so good and easy to read and described in the "Selfish Gene" by Richard Dawkins that evolution and DNA and thus of all biological life itself have no purpose or reason, being only the product of a most wonderful chemical and complex reactions that also keeps people alive on a cellular level every day. Jack W. Szostak is one of those bright minds who does wonderful research into the origin of life.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yrad5lckxzs          1.22.48/1:24:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_axvwGd2WIo     16:30/19:00

 

Wonder and urge of life - conatus

I have no high opinion or expectation of humanity so neither do I of myself, with the exception of the genius Humanity Servant Scientific Deep Thinkers.
Relativity can be good, but like me it can also go too far and lead to the flattening of ambition which is not good in this society and family.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxlNxehADKQ&list=RDLsTH02V9Pt4&index=29

        Somewhere over the Rainbow 


The creative grateful logical mind must be the master of all, even in spite of limited intelligence or other limited qualities. Mind over matter and emotions at the back of the line. If the mind loses or physical suffering is no longer acceptable then you fall back on not being born and shoot yourself through your thankless head and if you are afraid of blood there are so many alternative options. This is the never-before-uttered or described positive attitude and guiding principle for me.

The creative grateful logical mind must be the master of all, even in spite of limited intelligence or other limited qualities. Mind over matter and emotions at the back of the line. If the mind loses or physical suffering is no longer acceptable then you fall back on not being born and shoot yourself through your thankless head and if you are afraid of blood there are so many alternative options. This is the positive attitude and guideline for my life.
The preacher in “Grapes of Wrath”:

“I was a preacher,” said the man seriously. “Reverend Jim Casy—was a Burning Busher. Used to howl out the name of Jesus to glory. And used to get an irrigation ditch so squirmin’ full of repented sinners half of ’em like to drownded. But not no more,” he sighed. “Just Jim Casy now. Ain’t got the call no more. Got a lot of sinful idears—but they seem kinda sensible.”

Joad said, “You’re bound to get idears if you go thinkin’ about stuff. Sure I remember you. You use ta give a good meetin’. I recollect one time you give a whole sermon walkin’ around on your hands, yellin’ your head off. Ma favored you more than anybody. An’ Granma says you was just lousy with the spirit.” Joad dug at his rolled coat and found the pocket and brought out his pint. The turtle moved a leg but he wrapped it up tightly. He unscrewed the cap and held out the bottle. “Have a little snort?”

And of course John Steinbeck's East Of Eden Lee :

Lee’s hand shook as he filled the delicate cups. He drank his down in one gulp. “Don’t you see?” he cried. “The American Standard translation orders men to triumph over sin, and you can call sin ignorance. The King James translation makes a promise in ‘Thou shalt,’ meaning that men will surely triumph over sin. But the Hebrew word, the word timshel—‘Thou mayest’—that gives a choice. It might be the most important word in the world. That says the way is open. That throws it right back on a man. For if ‘Thou mayest’—it is also true that ‘Thou mayest not.’ Don’t you see?”

“Yes, I see. I do see. But you do not believe this is divine law. Why do you feel its importance?”

“Ah!” said Lee. “I’ve wanted to tell you this for a long time. I even anticipated your questions and I am well prepared. Any writing which has influenced the thinking and the lives of innumerable people is important. Now, there are many millions in their sects and churches who feel the order, ‘Do thou,’ and throw their weight into obedience. And there are millions more who feel predestination in ‘Thou shalt.’ Nothing they may do can interfere with what will be. But “Thou mayest’! Why, that makes a man great, that gives him stature with the gods, for in his weakness and his filth and his murder of his brother he has still the great choice. He can choose his course and fight it through and win.” Lee’s voice was a chant of triumph.

Adam said, “Do you believe that, Lee?”

“Yes, I do. Yes, I do. It is easy out of laziness, out of weakness, to throw oneself into the lap of deity, saying, ‘I couldn’t help it; the way was set.’ But think of the glory of the choice! That makes a man a man. A cat has no choice, a bee must make honey. There’s no godliness there. And do you know, those old gentlemen who were sliding gently down to death are too interested to die now?”

 And please don't forget John Steinbeck's “To a God Unknown”.

The Wheel by William Butler Yeats

Through winter-time we call on spring,
And through the spring on 
summer call,
And when abounding hedges ring
Declare that winter's best of all;
And after that there’s nothing 
good
Because the spring-time has not come-
Nor know that what disturbs our blood
Is but its longing for the tomb

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZWxRPE-cBM  Flashlight

Experiences and my own failures have made me think a lot about parenthood and the minimum requirements that I believe should preferably be legally imposed in advance on anyone who wants to have children.
Knowledge and expertise about what is ideally needed and a safe place where a child will be born, a warm safe nest where the child can fully develop, is guided and trained into an independent adult person. Ready for a place and function socially, preferably as an independent creative entrepreneur. Parents should mutually harmoniously present a declared goal, plan and resources. Both proved sane and reliable, balanced and stable in society with assured income and guarantees to bring the child to adulthood. Clearly I have not met these criteria.
Certainly with great disappointment I admit my failure and long list of limitations as stated. Very limited knowledge especially about deepened parenting and the psychology of marriage is a cause of failure. Later reading of Piet Vroon, Carl Jung, Sigmund Freud and many others taught me that too late.

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5rKKL37kHQ   

The explanation why religion has not been in our family is because besides money, religion is the main cause of many wars and terrible misery and suffering. The great corruption in all religions that use a faith as a well-paid job and social prestige.
Relative facts learned from super nice books or even read by the writer biologist Richard Dawkins himself. Darwinist to the core, just like philosopher Daniel Dennett, who label both religions as a great human evil.
Nassim Nicholas Taleb sets out sharply, critically and with humor all human unrealistic expectations for anyone who wants to know, all three writers on a scientific basis based on research as professors.

The Solitary Reaper by WILLIAM WORDSWORTH

Behold her, single in the field,

Yon solitary Highland Lass!

Reaping and singing by herself;

Stop here, or gently pass!

Alone she cuts and binds the grain,

And sings a melancholy strain;

O listen! for the Vale profound

Is overflowing with the sound.

 

No Nightingale did ever chant

More welcome notes to weary bands

Of travelers in some shady haunt,

Among Arabian sands:

A voice so thrilling ne'er was heard

In spring-time from the Cuckoo-bird,

Breaking the silence of the seas

Among the farthest Hebrides.

 

Will no one tell me what she sings?—

Perhaps the plaintive numbers flow

For old, unhappy, far-off things,

And battles long ago:

Or is it some more humble lay,

Familiar matter of to-day?

Some natural sorrow, loss, or pain,

That has been, and may be again?

 

Whate'er the theme, the Maiden sang

As if her song could have no ending;

I saw her singing at her work,

And o'er the sickle bending;—

I listened, motionless and still;

And, as I mounted up the hill,

The music in my heart I bore,

Long after it was heard no more.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84WWyzmsQt0

Flashlight/Like I'm Gonna Lose You

I think love is highly overvalued and much better is true friendship with substantive respect and support for mutual ideas, walled in with unlimited commitment and support where the other fails or gets help where necessary.
After the for me mystical motherly love that arises directly from the nature of evolution, brother and sister love is the most beautiful that exists, even long after the parents are no longer there. That deep natural love without the physical should be the basis of every relationship and marriage. Always remember to work on that bond so that it lasts, between reasonable realistic people as belief for a truly harmonious beautiful world. An atheistic Amen.


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vilRUEgkHGI
Why can people actually sing?

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Sta mij alsjeblieft toe om prettig te verdwalen in de absolute onzin die het leven werkelijk is.

Dit schriven is bedoeld als toelichting op mijn weten en wat ik denk te zijn, vooral teleurstellend voor mijzelf door mijn beperkte intelligentie en kennis, zeker na het maar gedeeltelijk begrijpen van mijn geliefde grote denkers. Nooit heb ik de middelmatigheid van een sobere consument kunnen overstijgen en zo help deze planeet mogelijk nog tijdens jouw leven onbewoonbaar te maken. Hup Greta en vooral geniale Mensheid Dienende Wetenschappelijke Diepe Denkers en keer het tij.

Mijn teleurstelling en angst heb ik overwonnen met relativeren. Bijvoorbeeld, zijnde zes jaar en denken dat er iemand onder mijn bed zit en mij kwaad wil doen, dan toch mijn arm uit bed hangen, het lot uitdagen en zien of ik gepakt wordt. Relativerend denkend dat ik zo onbelangrijk ben, niet noemenswaardig, dat ik onmogelijk interessant voor het kwaad zou kunnen zijn.

Angst voor wat niet is, angst als kopie van anderen, waar relativeren toen voor mijn het antwoord voor werd zonder toen dat woord relativeren te kennen.

Later leerde ik dat angst eigenlijk het niet weten is, en alleen in je hoofd woorden zijn voor wat je denkt te begrijpen terwijl er zoveel andere woorden zijn als vertaling voor wat je ziet of ervaart, de neiging en driften van de mens. Geestelijke angst en pijn die zelfs lichamelijke pijn kan worden ontwikkeld zonder er veel voor te moeten doen.

Geestelijke pijn van verdriet, teleurstelling en andere menselijke neigingen zoals haat, woede, nijd, medelijden, jaloezie, enz. Deze kan door een goed begrip van oorzaak en betekenis verdwijnen als zijnde de verklaring van de menselijke natuur en zijn.

In hoofdstuk III. Oorsprong en aard der aandoeningen van zijn  boek Ethica schrijft Spinoza zeer verhelderend over alle menselijke neigingen. Het boek is jammer genoeg moeilijk te lezen omdat hij alles wil bewijzen en in die jaren God niet mocht afvallen om niet in de kerker of aan de galg te belanden, slim schrijft hij dat God en de Natuur hetzelfde zijn.

Relativerende als persoonlijke constitutie; mede volgens vele is de mensheid een absolute evolutionaire miskleun; voor de mensheid en zeker ook voor deze planeet. Wetenschappelijk zo goed en makkelijk te lezen en beschreven in de  “Selfish Gene” door Richard Dawkins dat de evolutie en DNA en dus van al biologisch leven zelf geen enkel doel of reden hebben, zijnde slechts het product van een meest wonderlijke chemische en complexe reacties die ook de mens op cel niveau iedere dag in leven houdt. Jack W. Szostak is een van die knappe koppen die prachtig onderzoek doet naar de oorsprong van leven.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yrad5lckxzs          1.22.48/1:24:00

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_axvwGd2WIo     16:30/19:00

 

Wonder van de drang voor het leven - conatus

Van de mensheid heb ik geen hoge dunk of verwachting dus ook niet van mijzelf met uitzondering van de geniale Mensheid Dienende Wetenschappelijke Diepe Denkers.

Relativeren kan goed zijn maar kan ook zoals bij mij te ver gaan en leiden tot het vervlakken van ambitie wat niet goed is in deze maatschappij en gezin.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zxlNxehADKQ&list=RDLsTH02V9Pt4&index=29

        Somewhere over the Rainbow 

De creatieve dankbare logische geest moet de meester over alles zijn, zelfs ondanks beperkte intelligentie of andere beperkte kwaliteiten. Mind over matter en emoties achter in de rij. Indien de geest verliest of lichamelijk leiden niet langer acceptabel is dan val je terug op niet geboren zijn en schiet je jezelf door je ondankbare hoofd en indien je bang bent voor bloed zijn er zo veel alternatieve opties. Dit is de positieve instelling en leidraad voor mijn leven.

De preacher in “Druiven der gramschap”:

“I was a preacher,” said the man seriously. “Reverend Jim Casy—was a Burning Busher. Used to howl out the name of Jesus to glory. And used to get an irrigation ditch so squirmin’ full of repented sinners half of ’em like to drownded. But not no more,” he sighed. “Just Jim Casy now. Ain’t got the call no more. Got a lot of sinful idears—but they seem kinda sensible.”

Joad said, “You’re bound to get idears if you go thinkin’ about stuff. Sure I remember you. You use ta give a good meetin’. I recollect one time you give a whole sermon walkin’ around on your hands, yellin’ your head off. Ma favored you more than anybody. An’ Granma says you was just lousy with the spirit.” Joad dug at his rolled coat and found the pocket and brought out his pint. The turtle moved a leg but he wrapped it up tightly. He unscrewed the cap and held out the bottle. “Have a little snort?”

And of course John Steinbeck's East Of Eden Lee :

Lee’s hand shook as he filled the delicate cups. He drank his down in one gulp. “Don’t you see?” he cried. “The American Standard translation orders men to triumph over sin, and you can call sin ignorance. The King James translation makes a promise in ‘Thou shalt,’ meaning that men will surely triumph over sin. But the Hebrew word, the word timshel—‘Thou mayest’—that gives a choice. It might be the most important word in the world. That says the way is open. That throws it right back on a man. For if ‘Thou mayest’—it is also true that ‘Thou mayest not.’ Don’t you see?”

“Yes, I see. I do see. But you do not believe this is divine law. Why do you feel its importance?”

“Ah!” said Lee. “I’ve wanted to tell you this for a long time. I even anticipated your questions and I am well prepared. Any writing which has influenced the thinking and the lives of innumerable people is important. Now, there are many millions in their sects and churches who feel the order, ‘Do thou,’ and throw their weight into obedience. And there are millions more who feel predestination in ‘Thou shalt.’ Nothing they may do can interfere with what will be. But “Thou mayest’! Why, that makes a man great, that gives him stature with the gods, for in his weakness and his filth and his murder of his brother he has still the great choice. He can choose his course and fight it through and win.” Lee’s voice was a chant of triumph.

Adam said, “Do you believe that, Lee?”

“Yes, I do. Yes, I do. It is easy out of laziness, out of weakness, to throw oneself into the lap of deity, saying, ‘I couldn’t help it; the way was set.’ But think of the glory of the choice! That makes a man a man. A cat has no choice, a bee must make honey. There’s no godliness there. And do you know, those old gentlemen who were sliding gently down to death are too interested to die now?”

 And please don't forget John Steinbeck's “To a God Unknown”.

The Wheel by William Butler Yeats

Through winter-time we call on spring,
And through the spring on 
summer call,
And when abounding hedges ring
Declare that winter's best of all;
And after that there’s nothing 
good
Because the spring-time has not come-
Nor know that what disturbs our blood
Is but its longing for the tomb

 

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3ZWxRPE-cBM  Flashlight

Ervaringen en eigen falen hebben mij heel veel doen nadenken over het ouderschap en de volgens mij minimale eisen die vooraf bij voorkeur wettelijk moeten gesteld aan iedereen die kinderen wil hebben.

Kennis en kunde over wat ideaal nodig is en een veilige plaats waar een kind geboren gaat worden, een warm veilig nest waar het kind zichzelf volledig kan ontwikkelen, begeleid en geschoold wordt tot een zelfstandig volwassen persoon. Klaar voor een plaats en functioneren de maatschappelijk, bij voorkeur als zelfstandig creatief ondernemer. Ouders zouden wederzijds harmonisch een gedeclareerd doel, plan en middelen moeten presenteren. Beide bewezen geestelijk gezond en betrouwbaar, evenwichtig en stabiel gevestigd in de maatschappij met verzekerde inkomsten en waarborgen om het kind tot volwassendom te brengen. Duidelijk heb ik niet voldaan aan deze criteria.

Zeker met grote teleurstelling erken ik mijn falen en lange lijst met beperkingen zoals vermeld. Zeer beperkte kennis vooral over verdiept ouderschap en de psychologie van het huwelijk is een oorzaak van falen. Het later lezen van Piet Vroon, Carl Jung, Sigmund Freud en veel anderen heeft mij dat te laat geleerd.

        https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=e5rKKL37kHQ   

De verklaring waarom religie niet in ons gezin is geweest is omdat naast geld, religie de hoofd oorzaak is van heel veel oorlogen en vreselijk ellende en groot lijden. De grote corruptie in alle religies die een geloof gebruiken als een goed betaalde baan en maatschappelijk aanzien.

Relativerende feiten die zijn geleerd uit super mooie boeken of zelfs voorgelezen door de schrijver bioloog Richard Dawkins zelf. Darwinist tot op het bot net zoals filosoof Daniel Dennett, die beide religie als een groot menselijk kwaad bestempelen.

Nassim Nicholas Taleb zet voor iedereen die het wil weten scherp, kritisch en met humor al de menselijke onrealistische verwachtingen uiteen, alle drie schrijvers op wetenschappelijk mede op basis van onderzoek als professors.

The Solitary Reaper by WILLIAM WORDSWORTH

Behold her, single in the field,

Yon solitary Highland Lass!

Reaping and singing by herself;

Stop here, or gently pass!

Alone she cuts and binds the grain,

And sings a melancholy strain;

O listen! for the Vale profound

Is overflowing with the sound.

 

No Nightingale did ever chant

More welcome notes to weary bands

Of travelers in some shady haunt,

Among Arabian sands:

A voice so thrilling ne'er was heard

In spring-time from the Cuckoo-bird,

Breaking the silence of the seas

Among the farthest Hebrides.

 

Will no one tell me what she sings?—

Perhaps the plaintive numbers flow

For old, unhappy, far-off things,

And battles long ago:

Or is it some more humble lay,

Familiar matter of to-day?

Some natural sorrow, loss, or pain,

That has been, and may be again?

 

Whate'er the theme, the Maiden sang

As if her song could have no ending;

I saw her singing at her work,

And o'er the sickle bending;—

I listened, motionless and still;

And, as I mounted up the hill,

The music in my heart I bore,

Long after it was heard no more.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=84WWyzmsQt0

Flashlight/Like I'm Gonna Lose You

Liefde vind ik zwaar overgewaardeerd en veel beter is echte vriendschap met inhoudelijk respect en steun voor wederzijdse ideeën, ommuurd met ongelimiteerde commitment en steun waar de ander faalt of hulp krijgt waar nodig.

Na de voor mij mystieke moederliefde die direct voortkomt uit de natuur van evolutie is broeder en zusterliefde het mooist die er bestaat, ook lang nadat de ouders er niet meer zijn. Die diepe natuurlijke liefde zonder het lichamelijke zou de basis moeten zijn van iedere relatie en huwelijk. Altijd niet vergeten te werken aan het die band zodat hij blijft bestaan, tussen redelijke realistische mensen als geloof voor een echt harmonische mooie wereld. Een atheïstisch Amen.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vilRUEgkHGI

Waarom kunnen mensen eigenlijk zingen ?

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